If you "loved" me, being dark lovers, that would mean I'm as false as you. I'm sorry if I can't speak the lies that you desire and please you; I'm no idolater. Your words were hell only until I remembered you could never speak what makes me well, otherwise that would mean I'm as egocentric as you. I faced my fears and insecurities and soon returned to listen to the Source that made me really well.
I'm back up.