How do you expect to live the rock 'n' roll dream without saving the sickness? You need it to write some sick songs, to take your low false self esteem high, to prove to your idols and yourself that you can be like them. On the other hand, if you're fighting for the Medicine, you're asking for trouble with them, because All is against all, all is against All.
They want you to lose All, because It sets you free, and they need you locked out.
Roll all you wannabes.