To the world you'll be the one as long as you win and succeed. How many have you already spotted waiting to see what you can do to believe in you? Grace is that which gives you the power to go beyond what you can do, and it's given so you can be better than yourself, not better than others while in the same game, the same race. So you must get out of it. You can't keep doing it for the public, now you do it for God.
It's an unbearable state of slavery to do all you can to please and have others believing and loving you.
Lose and fail and your conquest will suddenly be gone.